Friday, September 30, 2016

Blurb Reveal: The Color Project


I've been absent recently because of this big news.  I announced on Twitter, so some of you might have seen it, but if not I'm so excited to finally share it with you...

The news?  I'm getting published in the fall next year!  *throws confetti everywhere*

I'm going a non-traditional route, but it's not technically self publishing.  My books will be available on Barnes and Noble and The Book Depository websites, and Amazon, and I might be able to get it into some stores.  I'm very excited about starting small - I've been able to choose who I work with, and it's the best.  Plus I have the amazing support of a mighty group of friends.  They are working tirelessly to promote this book and I can't wait to get it into everyone's hands.

Now, what is this book about, you might be asking.  Well, I'm here to tell you: I'm finally releasing the official back-cover blurb, and I'm SO EXCITED.  So without further ado, here is the blurb for The Color Project:

Bernice Aurora Wescott has one thing she doesn't want anyone to know: her name. That is, until Bee meets Levi, the local golden boy who runs a charity organization called The Color Project. 
Levi is not at all shy about attempting to guess Bee’s real name; his persistence is one of the many reasons why Bee falls for him. But while Levi is everything she never knew she needed, giving up her name would feel like a stamp on forever. And that terrifies her. 
When unexpected news of an illness in the family drains Bee's summer of everything bright, she is pushed to the breaking point. Losing herself in The Color Project—a world of weddings, funerals, cancer patients, and hopeful families that the charity funds—is no longer enough. Bee must hold up the weight of her family, but to do that, she needs Levi. She’ll have to give up her name and let him in completely or lose the best thing that’s ever happened to her. 
For fans of Stephanie Perkins and Morgan Matson, THE COLOR PROJECT is a story about the three great loves of life—family, friendship, and romance—and the bonds that withstand tragedy.

I'm so so excited to share this book with you guys.  It's such a heart-book, something I needed to write, and now it's ready to give to the world.  I hope it blesses you as much as it blessed me to write it.

You can add the book to Goodreads (!!! SO OFFICIAL OMG) and I'm hoping it'll be available to preorder - with a cover and everything - in April.  The official release date has yet to be decided, but it'll be sometime October or November.

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Monday, August 22, 2016

Interview and Cover Reveal: Audrey Greathouse, author of THE NEVERLAND WARS

Today I'm doing something I haven't done in a while: hosting an interview!  I'm so happy to have the lovely Audrey Greathouse on the blog today.  She wrote THE NEVERLAND WARS, a retelling of PETER PAN, and its sequel, which you will hear about more below...

Welcome to Yearning to Read, Audrey!

1. To start off, can you give us five fun facts about yourself?
  1. I've done a polysomnogram before. 
  2. I got my start as an author dealing self-published books out of my high school locker.
  3. Aside from novels, I also write and host murder mystery parties for some of my oldest friends. This year will be our seventh annual party!
  4. I'm huge fan of The Rocky Horror Picture Show, and used to be in a shadow cast.
  5. I organized my high school's senior prank—a frozen flash mob that had all seen the school's basilisk. We wore our graduation/WIZARDING robes, wrote on the bathroom mirrors, draped a stuffed snake over the stalls, and hid a recording of "moaning myrtle" that played on loop.

2. What are your favorite things about the original Peter Pan story?
Hands down, Peter and Wendy's friendship. They are incredibly sweet together, and in a beautiful way that I think often gets lost in relationships as we get older. They clearly share this tremendous bond and play father and mother to each other while they pretend the lost boys are their children, but it is all in this really platonic, friendly way. Too few people and stories put value on intimate friendships. Sometimes someone feels like your other half or the greatest emotional influence in your life even though you're “just” friends. That said, I'm a huge fan of fairies and flying. Swings were always my favorite at the playground, and lots of days I still daydream about flying away.
3. Every writer has a favorite part of the process: outlining, drafting, editing, procrastinating, etc. What's yours?
That's a tough question! Few things compete with drafting when you're in the zone, but outlining really is my favorite part...which is why I spend so much more time on it than anything else! I like to produce really clean first drafts, and mull over an idea for months or years before I even start writing it. Once the idea stops changing in my head, that's when I know I'm ready to put it on paper. I had the idea for The Neverland Wars and wrote out a broad outline for the series in the fall of 2010...I didn't start drafting it until three years later!
4. Who is your favorite character you've created? Who would you choose as a best friend?
Those are two very different questions! Lasiandra and the mermaids are my favorite characters, but I think they'd make pretty dangerous friends. I still don't know if I should trust them or not. If I had to pick a best friend, I'd want Jay. He's got a level head on his shoulders and is pretty laid back...something I've always looked for in a friend, because I'm so high-strung! Jay is a jack of all trades and very comfortable inhabiting middle grounds, unlike Gwen. I think that confidence and self-assured nature is an admirable trait, especially in young/new adults who have so much else going on in our heads.
5. I know from personal experience that writers pour themselves into their characters to make them come alive. How are you like your main character Gwen? Which character in THE NEVERLAND WARS are you most like?
Gwen and I share a lot of aesthetic similarities. I wore a lot of weird dresses I got from thrift stores as a teenager, and never bothered with make-up. I feel like there's a few girls who buck the trends and genuinely don't care at every school, so I wanted to write that as close to my own honest experience as I could, so those other girls would be able to connect with Gwen. I'm definitely more like Gwen than any other character in The Neverland Wars. Key differences include that I'm not nearly as good at oral storytelling, have a rowdy little brother instead of a sister, and am not nearly as conflicted.
6. Would you want to live forever in Neverland? Or would you want to stay on earth and live one lifetime?
I'd head to Neverland in an instant. A tropical paradise where time doesn't exist sounds like the perfect cure for the anxiety-blob that is adulthood. I was acutely aware of this even as a kid, and spent years leaving my window open at night, hoping Peter Pan might come for me. There's a lot to recommend adulthood and a lot of fun in it, but you have to work so much harder to stay present and survive in it. Sign me up for the next flight to the mermaid's lagoon. I love Gwen, but if she thinks she might want to grow up after all...I think she's nuts.
7. How has being published changed your life?
It's introduced a completely new type crushing existential doubt into my life, which I've been trying to fill by becoming a workaholic, hahahaha. Neverland is looking as nice as ever. I was twelve when I drafted my first book, and I've wanted to be a writer ever since. I didn't really expect it to manifest this soon, and now there's this strange sense of “what now?” After all, what do you do once you've reached your life goal? It's been hard figuring out how to balance the marketing/publishing aspects of my career and everything else in my life. It's funny... I didn't think being published was something I would have to learn how to enjoy! Now that I am learning, though, it really is the best feeling.
8. If James Barrie were there anything you'd want to tell or ask him? Would you want him to read THE NEVERLAND WARS?
Oh goodness, I'd be way too embarrassed for him to read The Neverland Wars. The book focuses on teenage years instead of grade school years, and addresses so many issues I think are unique to modern life and the culture that has been born out of the technological advancements of this century. Not to mention that my writing is crumbs and crackers compared to his literary vision.
I really don't think I'd have anything to ask him, either. He left behind a beautiful story that in so many ways speaks for itself. I'd be curious to hear about the Davies boys, though, and just how much the real Peter, Michael, and George resembled the characters he created for his play and novel.
I don't know about you guys, but I absolutely adore Audrey's answers. Here are the cover and blurb for THE NEVERLAND WARS (book 1), which sounds totally awesome!  (I didn't have time to read it before the interview but it's at the very top of my list.)

Magic can do a lot—give you flight, show you mermaids, help you taste the stars, and… solve the budget crisis? That's what the grown-ups will do with it if they ever make it to Neverland to steal its magic and bring their children home.
However, Gwen doesn't know this. She's just a sixteen-year-old girl with a place on the debate team and a powerful crush on Jay, the soon-to-be homecoming king. She doesn't know her little sister could actually run away with Peter Pan, or that she might have to chase after her to bring her home safe. Gwen will find out though—and when she does, she'll discover she's in the middle of a looming war between Neverland and reality.
She'll be out of place as a teenager in Neverland, but she won't be the only one. Peter Pan's constant treks back to the mainland have slowly aged him into adolescence as well. Soon, Gwen will have to decide whether she's going to join impish, playful Peter in his fight for eternal youth… or if she's going to scramble back to reality in time for the homecoming dance.

If you want to read this (come on, you know you do!) it's available right now - for only 4 more days - for $.99!

You can find THE NEVERLAND WARS for purchase on Amazon and add it to your TBR here on Goodreads.  You can also join Audrey (and hopefully me!) on Twitter to discuss TNW and the sequel, THE PIPER'S PRICE...

Speaking of THE PIPER'S PRICE....are you guys ready to see this gorgeous cover??  I think you are.

Peter is plotting his retaliation against the latest bombing. Neverland needs an army, and Peter Pan is certain children will join him once they know what is at stake. The lost boys and girls are planning an invasion in suburbia to recruit, but in order to deliver their message, they will need the help of an old and dangerous associate—the infamous Pied Piper.
Hunting him down will require a spy in in the real world, and Gwen soon finds herself in charge of locating the Piper and cutting an uncertain deal with him. She isn't sure if Peter trusts her that much, or if he's just trying to keep her away from him in Neverland. Are they friends, or just allies? But Peter might not even matter now that she's nearly home and meeting with Jay again.
The Piper isn't the only one hiding from the adults' war on magic though, and when Gwen goes back to reality, she'll have to confront one of Peter's oldest friends… and one of his earliest enemies.

UM, HELLO THERE GORGEOUS.  I need this pretty purple in my life.  (The cover links to its Goodreads page.)  It releases in February of 2017.  I can't wait to read it already...

Thanks for stopping by and reading.  Give Audrey some comment love below and definitely follow her on Twitter, Goodreads, and Facebook while you're at it.  She's awesome!

Monday, July 11, 2016

Review: The Love That Split the World by Emily Henry

This book is a little piece of home for me.

Which is funny, considering it takes place halfway across the country and doesn't really have much to do with my life.  After all, I haven't had visions of Grandmother every morning, when she tells me cryptic things and stories about creation and magic.

But books aren't beloved because they're all about what has happened to you.  They're beloved because soul.  Because that place inside of you that resonates so deeply with an idea or statement or Truth or kind of love, even if you haven't experienced the plot firsthand.  Even if you don't battle dragons (or ride them) or fall in love with the boy next door or go to school abroad.  You just...connect.

That's what TLTSTW is to me.

Of course, that being said, there were little things in it that relate to me and my life: I'm an INFJ and so is Nat, and her dad reminded me so much of my own dad.  These facts only made the book more dear to me.  And definitely added to what tethers my soul to this book.

And I'm serious when I say I loved everything about it.

  • First off: EMILY HENRY'S WRITING IS A GIFT FROM GOD.  That is all I can even say about it because ????? What are words, even???? 
  • The plot is glorious and complicated and crazy.  It blew my mind.  You might have to read the last pages two times but that's only because they're brilliant and a;lksdjf;laskdjf;lkasjdf *fangirling overload*
  • The story is incredible, about sacrifice and all kinds of love and magic in the little things and mystery in the big things and believing even when it's hard and living your life for love. DO YOU NEED ANY OTHER REASON TO READ THIS BOOK???
  • And the characters....oh they were delightful.  They were rich and easy to relate to, and there were so many realistic hardships woven into the magic that I couldn't help but feel for everyone, even when some people made terrible mistakes.
  • The romance went a little fast for me at first, but because of the magic and amazing character development, I was able to let it slide easily.  And their chemistry was SO STRONG.  Like, yes please.  Give me Beau.  I want him.  I love him.  LET ME LOVE HIM.

So, if you haven't read this book yet, I highly recommend you do that.  Buy it at Barnes and Noble or Amazon or The Book Depository and cry over its perfection like I did.  If this review resonates with you, and you like magical realism and strange happenings and hot summer nostalgia, then you will love the book.  I promise.  And if you're not sold yet (or even if you are), go follow Emily on Twitter because she rocks and you will not regret her wit and humor.


Natalie Cleary must risk her future and leap blindly into a vast unknown for the chance to build a new world with the boy she loves. 

Natalie’s last summer in her small Kentucky hometown is off to a magical start... until she starts seeing the “wrong things.” They’re just momentary glimpses at first—her front door is red instead of its usual green, there’s a pre-school where the garden store should be. But then her whole town disappears for hours, fading away into rolling hills and grazing buffalo, and Nat knows something isn’t right.

That’s when she gets a visit from the kind but mysterious apparition she calls “Grandmother,” who tells her: “You have three months to save him.” The next night, under the stadium lights of the high school football field, she meets a beautiful boy named Beau, and it’s as if time just stops and nothing exists. Nothing, except Natalie and Beau.

Emily Henry’s stunning debut novel is Friday Night Lights meets The Time Traveler’s Wife, and perfectly captures those bittersweet months after high school, when we dream not only of the future, but of all the roads and paths we’ve left untaken.

Some brief, strong language and kissing.  Recommended 15+

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Review: This Savage Song by Victoria Schwab

Buckle up, you guys, because this review is about to get deep.  Why?  This Savage Song is deep.  Like.  THIS BOOK.  Oh wow, seriously, it is gorgeous.  I've loved Victoria Schwab for a while, liked her for even longer, and I'm so happy to be a part of pushing her books on everyone else, because they are just so beautiful.

Now, before I get to the good stuff, I did have a few issues.  The beginning, while entirely enjoyable, is a little confusing.  I'm not the only one who felt this way, either, according to a few of my friends who also read ARCs.  There was a lot going on but not a whole lot of information to fill in the gaps.  The characters, who were great independently, had choppy interactions with family members and friends.  A lot of things went unsaid that I felt needed to be said.  My biggest problem with this is that thought never changed.  Usually when an author withholds information from you, they're doing it for a really really excellent reason.  But I felt like all of these things could have at least been hinted at earlier in the novel to give some clarity, and then further discussed later.


Once I got passed the 200 page mark, a lot of things fell into place.  And I loved what I read.  A 3-star beginning suddenly veered into a 5-star ending, and for me that's the difference between "forgettable" and "incredible".  Which is a big deal for me, personally.  But this book really caught me and MADE ME FEEL DEEPLY.  POWERFULLY.

There are so many themes in this book.  Love, loyalty, true friendship - among other things.  Oh, and THERE IS NO ROMANCE, which gives page time to all the other stuff we don't get as often as romance.  Not that romance isn't amazing - I'm obviously a sucker for all kinds of love stories and I obsess over book boyfriends - but it is nice to see the focus on things that are equally important.  Especially in a world of monsters.  Especially where your brother, sister, father, mother, sibling, best friend could turn on you, could become a thing, a creature, you don't recognize.

Everything happening led up to an epic ending, with so much running and fear and terrifying life-threatening encounters.  These characters were stripped down to their bare selves and forced to confront the ugly, and it was really really beautiful.  Harsh, like the dystopian world they live in, but wow.  It was what made me love the book as much as I did at the end.

And the involvement of music.  You guys.  My heart broke a little over how much I loved that.  August's character arc and his connection to music really dug deep for me.

So yes, I liked the action and adventure and world building and the monster system Schwab created and the politics.  It was all utterly fascinating.  But all that took a backseat when I really felt a powerful connection between the characters, and I felt their trials on a personal level.  Their hardships were mine; their scars were mine; their futures were mine.  And that's what makes this book so excellent and so very worthy of reading.

To conclude, if you haven't bought a copy yet, I recommend you do so immediately.  Read this book, and love it, and make sure you thank Victoria for writing it.  She deserves all the love.

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There’s no such thing as safe in a city at war, a city overrun with monsters. In this dark urban fantasy from author Victoria Schwaba young woman and a young man must choose whether to become heroes or villains—and friends or enemies—with the future of their home at stake. The first of two books.

Kate Harker and August Flynn are the heirs to a divided city—a city where the violence has begun to breed actual monsters. All Kate wants is to be as ruthless as her father, who lets the monsters roam free and makes the humans pay for his protection. All August wants is to be human, as good-hearted as his own father, to play a bigger role in protecting the innocent—but he’s one of the monsters. One who can steal a soul with a simple strain of music. When the chance arises to keep an eye on Kate, who’s just been kicked out of her sixth boarding school and returned home, August jumps at it. But Kate discovers August’s secret, and after a failed assassination attempt the pair must flee for their lives.

Some brief, strong language.  Recommended 13+

Thursday, March 10, 2016

Mini Review: Also Known As by Robin Benway

It's been a while since I read this book, but I honestly keep thinking back to it and how cute it was!  I loved Maggie the whole time.  Her voice was so distinct and adorable and easy to relate to.  She was awkward and normal and I just adored that about her.  She was also smart....and smart girls in fiction are my kind of girls!

So there was mystery and intrigue, and it was all well done...but there was romance, too!  (And we all know I'm a romance lover.)  It was all so cute and happy and squeal-y.  I remember there was one scene were I kind of rolled my eyes (I don't even remember what it was at this point, so it must have been relatively unimportant in the grand scheme of things) but for the most part I was swooning!

I genuinely enjoyed this book and the spy action it brought to my life, so I will definitely be continuing on to the second book, GOING ROGUE.  I also adore Robin.  I met her at a Sarah J Maas event two years ago and she was such a dream to talk to!  Very encouraging and lovely.  I highly recommend reading her books if you want something light and funny and sweet.

Which is more dangerous: being an international spy... or surviving high school?

Maggie Silver has never minded her unusual life. Cracking safes for the world's premier spy organization and traveling the world with her insanely cool parents definitely beat high school and the accompanying cliques, bad lunches, and frustratingly simple locker combinations. (If it's three digits, why bother locking it at all?)

But when Maggie and her parents are sent to New York City for her first solo assignment, her world is transformed. Suddenly, she's attending a private school with hundreds of "mean girl" wannabes, trying to avoid the temptation to hack the school's elementary security system, and working to befriend the aggravatingly cute son of a potential national security threat... all while trying not to blow her cover.

From the hilarious and poignant author of Audrey, Wait! comes a fast-paced caper that proves that even the world's greatest spies don't have a mission plan for love.

Totally clean!

Monday, February 15, 2016









So of course because I love you guys so much, I want to host a giveaway.  There will be two winners, and each will get to choose a 2016 release from Amazon or TBD.  Giveaway is INT!

Two rules:
1. You must be 13+ to enter
2.  You must follow Yearning to Read via GFC or email.  I will be checking so make sure to choose one or both of the options in the Rafflecopter form below!

Ready for this, dudes??  Look at all these books that you could possibly win (and even more than this)!!!  (These are just some of my favorite covers of the year so far.  Aren't they delicious??)

So go on, my pretties, and enter the lovely giveaway!  I love you all!!

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Review: The Scorpio Races by Maggie Stiefvater

This review isn't going to be very long (...I say as I start it; I might be lying) because I feel like that would be a waste of words.  This book is....everything.  So much of it is me.  The same way so much of TRC is me.  I feel like I have a certain soul connection with everything Maggie writes, in a way that breaks me into tiny little pieces.

THE SCORPIO RACES is melancholy.  It is slow-moving and tense.  (Like the Trojan War happening in a pool of molasses, okay?)  It's beautiful, in an aching, desperate sort of way.  In a way that shouts into the void, "I exist."  It reminds me of running in the rain, and daydreaming, and feeling like the world's going to end unless I do something right this second.

It is a weird book, too.  Horses that come out of the water and eat people -- yeah, basically unheard of.  Thanks, Welsh mythology, the thing I never knew I needed until Maggie's books existed.  It was right up my alley with its weird, making me so very happy that it exists.

It had the most delightful slow-burn romance that sat on the back-burner for almost the whole book (AND YET STILL MANAGED TO BE SO INTENSE AND EMOTIONAL???) and the characters were delightful. Sean was moody and passionate, and Puck was wild and passionate.  That passion, growing between them for the things they both loved, drew me in instantly and made me love them.  Good or bad characters make or break a book for me, and these made the book.  100%.

So, do I think you should read THE SCORPIO RACES?  I'm not entirely sure, actually.  It is weird, like I said.  And I don't think it's for everyone (whereas I would actually throw all of Maggie's other books at literally everyone).  But if for one second you think, based on the descriptions above, that you would enjoy this book in the it.  Do it right now.  Buy it this instant.  Go to your library and rent it.  Get an ebook.  DO THE THING.  Because it is a mighty book, and it deserves to be read by those who will love and appreciate it.  It's a soul-book, you know?  I hope it impacts you as powerfully as it impacted me.

So what about you?  Have you read THE SCORPIO RACES?  I can't wait to hear all your thoughts in the comments!

(And much for a short review. HA!)

It happens at the start of every November: the Scorpio Races. Riders attempt to keep hold of their water horses long enough to make it to the finish line. Some riders live. Others die.

At age nineteen, Sean Kendrick is the returning champion. He is a young man of few words, and if he has any fears, he keeps them buried deep, where no one else can see them.

Puck Connolly is different. She never meant to ride in the Scorpio Races. But fate hasn’t given her much of a chance. So she enters the competition — the first girl ever to do so. She is in no way prepared for what is going to happen.


Friday, February 12, 2016

Mini Review: Just Listen by Sarah Dessen

JUST LISTEN is my most recent Dessen read.  I've now read everything except for her two latest releases (so excited for both)!  I have LOVED Dessen since I read KEEPING THE MOON, probably 4 or 5 years ago.  Since then, she has given me warmth and laughter and tears and love, unconditionally. JUST LISTEN was no exception.

  • This book is written in Dessen's excellent style and with Annabel's distinct voice.
  • The characters are SO LOVELY in this book.  While I always love Dessen, I don't always love her characters. (Like, as friends.  I wouldn't always have sleepovers with her MCs, if you know what I mean?)  But Annabel was so sweet and even though she had a lot of issues to work through, I loved her.
  • OWEN.  HE WAS SO DELIGHTFUL AND WEIRD AND EXACTLY MY KIND OF BOOK BOY. If you read this book just for Owen, I will not blame you/shame you. Do it now.
  • MUSIC.  SO much talk of music it is unbelievably wonderful.
  • Car washes.  DID YOU KNOW THAT CAR WASHES ARE MAGICAL?!  I mean, I always loved car washes before this book, but then. THEN.  There is a moment in a car wash in this book and it is DIVINE.
In the end, this book is a totally fun and adorable read that everyone should pick up.

Have you read JUST LISTEN?  What were your favorite things about it?  What's your favorite Dessen novel?  Let's chat!

Last year, Annabel was "the girl who has everything" — at least that's the part she played in the television commercial for Kopf's Department Store.

This year, she's the girl who has nothing: no best friend because mean-but-exciting Sophie dropped her, no peace at home since her older sister became anorexic, and no one to sit with at lunch. Until she meets Owen Armstrong.

Tall, dark, and music-obsessed, Owen is a reformed bad boy with a commitment to truth-telling. With Owen's help, maybe Annabel can face what happened the night she and Sophie stopped being friends.

Clean! (Maybe some brief, minor cursing? Not enough to raise any flags.)

Wednesday, February 10, 2016


SOOOO this book comes out in, like, a week, so I won't have to wsit long for it. BUT. I really am so so so so excited for it. Cait @ Paper Fury wrote this really excellent review for it and it me very excited. Persian and Chinese MCs! Pocket dragons! Adventure! Maps! Time travel! All things I want/need/desire.



It was the kind of August day that hinted at monsoons, and the year was 1774, though not for very much longer.

Sixteen-year-old Nix Song is a time-traveller. She, her father and their crew of time refugees travel the world aboard The Temptation, a glorious pirate ship stuffed with treasures both typical and mythical. Old maps allow Nix and her father to navigate not just to distant lands, but distant times - although a map will only take you somewhere once. And Nix's father is only interested in one time, and one place: Honolulu 1868. A time before Nix was born, and her mother was alive. Something that puts Nix's existence rather dangerously in question...

Nix has grown used to her father's obsession, but only because she's convinced it can't work. But then a map falls into her father's lap that changes everything. And when Nix refuses to help, her father threatens to maroon Kashmir, her only friend (and perhaps, only love) in a time where Nix will never be able to find him. And if Nix has learned one thing, it's that losing the person you love is a torment that no one can withstand. Nix must work out what she wants, who she is, and where she really belongs before time runs out on her forever.
What are YOU waiting for this fine Wednesday?!

Monday, February 8, 2016

Top Ten Tuesday: ALL THE OTPs

Today, in honor of Valentine's Day, I'm here to talk to you about the top ten couples I've shipped while reading some of my favorite romances.  Get ready - lots of feels ahead!  These are not in a particular order, except the bottom three are my favorites.

Me right now thinking about all the people I'm going to mention in this post.  HERE GOES.

(Click on the couples' names to go to their Goodreads pages.)

~ Jemma and Ryder ~
These two soooo surprised me.  I was really sure I would love their wonderful amazing book, but I wasn't sure how in love with them I'd fall.  BUT I HAD NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT BECAUSE THEY LITERALLY BLEW MY MIND WITH THEIR CHEMISTRY.

KILL ME NOW.  These two ruined me for eternity.  Their love was so mighty amidst INSANITY and I just....they give me all the feels.  Tarrrrveeeerrrrrrrr.

Didn't think you'd get away from me yelling about these two, did you?  THEY ARE SO FREAKING AMAZING.

HHHNNNNGGG THESE TWO.  Their romance is epic and steamy and angsty and passionate and makes me weak in the knees.  I am actually overdue for a trilogy reread.  Anyone want to join me before The Shaw Confessions start coming out next year?

ACK OKAY. NO ONE TOLD ME IT WOULD BE LIKE THIS.  I hated Warner so so so so freakin' much until Ignite Me, and then suddenly he and Juliette were the world to me.  Read the series.  You won't regret it.

If you know anything about me, it's that I LOVE THE TIGER SAGA.  Colleen Houck made me forget everything except her series existed.  The romance was the stuff of legends.  THE DRAGONS!  THE STARS!  THE CASTLES!  EVERYTHING!  but the romance oh gosh my heart my poor mini muffin heart. HALP!

Is it Throwback Thursday?  Because we're going way way back with these two.  They are still one of my favorite literary couples to date.  Alex still blows my mind, and Lena's growth as a character still makes me so so emotional.  AND THE ENDING OF DELIRIUM.  I still read this book every year.  I've read it 5 times now.  No regrets.  Their romance is exceptional and perfect.

I'm going to say two things here.
1. Lola is 100% me in almost every way possible.
2. Cricket is the conglomeration of everything I find attractive in a man.
Basically Stephanie Perkins wrote me into a romance with my dream man in my favorite city, and so, basically, just, yes. SO MUCH YES.

THE INFERNAL DEVICES trilogy ruins me daily.  Like, it melts me into a puddle of mush and goo every time I so much as think about it, or the books happen to cross my vision as I pass by my bookshelf.  TESSA AND WILL'S RELATIONSHIP IS SO SO SO SO SO SO EMOTIONAL AND WONDERFUL.  They gave me every feel imaginable.  The only couple so far that's been able to top them is.....

And all I've got to say about them is #nope.  I will be ruined forever, come April.  There is no hope for me.  I'm planning my funeral and making sure all my loved ones can make it.  They're going to have a special book burning afterward, too: Everyone brings a copy of all 4 books of The Raven Cycle and throws them into the burning abyss.  (Yes, this is how my favorite OTP makes me feel.  No, I totally don't need therapy.  No, you shouldn't be worried for your safety.  Yes, you should probably warn Maggie that I am coming for her.)
Also these are my favorite books in the world, so if you haven't read them yet and for some strange reason you want to make me happy, read them.  Read them now.

That's it this week!  What OTPs are you guys shipping right now?  Link me up or leave a comment!


Review: Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry

Okay, confession time: I really despise McGarry's covers. I don't say this lightly, either. To me, they are not appealing in any way, just cheesy and overdone. I still researched her books because people were in love with them, but the hype...the covers...I was just turned off to them.

So when I picked up PUSHING THE LIMITS a few months ago, finally ready to give it a go, I was certain I was going to either love it or hate it. I even told my reading buddy Cassie this, and she just laughed at me. "Just watch, your opinions are going to be right in the middle," she said.

I swear she jinxed me.

It's hard, because most of the time, 3 star books are the ones I forget about.  I almost want to say I "dislike" them more than 2 star books because at least 2 star books made me feel something.  3 star books are usually the ones that lose me, make me feel literally no emotions at all, and that pisses me off.  I WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING, OKAY?!

So, while I did give this book a 3 star rating, I also did enjoy it, and it did make me feel emotions.  When I was caught up in the moment, I felt a lot for these characters and their situations.

But that's exactly the problem - I wasn't always caught up in the moment.  This book was sometimes very cheesy for me.  (ME?! THINKING SOMETHING'S CHEESY AND NOT LIKING IT?!  I know, it was weird, okay?  I love cheese for the most part, but this was too much.)  It was also choppy.  Very choppy.  The characters swung back and forth on a trapeze of development.  One second they were making progress, working toward a goal, and then suddenly they'd swing the other way and I was left, like, "Hey, wait, this goes against everything we just uncovered/talked about in the last chapter!"

It's one thing for a character to have a relapse, okay.  I get that.  I actually like that and think it's realistic.  But it's something else entirely for it to feel like the author forgot about the progress her characters were making and write the next chapter oblivious to it.  (Editors, why aren't you catching this stuff?!?!)  For those of us born in the 90's, who watched shows on VHS:  Imagine that you're rewatching your favorite TV episode (Buffy???!) that you taped on VHS, when suddenly - GASP!  Halfway through, at your favorite scene, you discover your dad taped over it with a news story he wanted to watch later.  RUDE! you think, and then you cry, and feel confused, and angry, and write your dad a 1,000 word letter about checking the VHS tapes before taping over them.

Hurts, doesn't it?  Well, this is what reading PUSHING THE LIMITS felt like to me.  One second I was in the groove and the next...wait, what?!

Now, I'm not sure how popular this opinion is, because I know these books are wildly loved and fangirled over and that's awesome.  I'm just not sure I completely understand?  Because if all of McGarry's books are like that, I will be sorely disappointed in the people who read and love this genre.  Come on, you guys.  We can do better than this.  Romance can be fulfilling and shmexy and lovely and angsty and have a reasonably smooth plot/development/etc.

Also, I was really disappointed that Noah wasn't really actually a bad boy.  Like, he had this persona....but again with the choppiness: one second he was trying to be all badass and smokin' hot and using and etc etc, but then the next he was a sweet little angel butterfly.  I just wish this had been presented differently?  I really don't mind the sweet little angel butterfly hiding behind a bad boy persona....but you need to make sure readers know this is what's happening, and not try to force the bad boy persona into eternity.

In the end, however, I did enjoy PTL.  It wasn't anything special to me, or shocking, or new, or amazing, or WOW HOLY MAMA.  But it was enjoyable, and I will hopefully get to DARE YOU TO and NOWHERE BUT HERE this year.  Maybe I'll have better luck then?

Anyway, what did my amazing fellow readers think of PTL??  Did anyone else have the same experience I did?  I want to hear all your thoughts in the comments!

So wrong for each other …and yet so right.

No one knows what happened the night Echo Emerson went from popular girl with jock boyfriend to gossiped-about outsider with "freaky" scars on her arms. Even Echo can't remember the whole truth of that horrible night. All she knows is that she wants everything to go back to normal. 

But when Noah Hutchins, the smoking-hot, girl-using loner in the black leather jacket, explodes into her life with his tough attitude and surprising understanding, Echo's world shifts in ways she could never have imagined. They should have nothing in common. And with the secrets they both keep, being together is pretty much impossible. 

Yet the crazy attraction between them refuses to go away. And Echo has to ask herself just how far they can push the limits and what she'll risk for the one guy who might teach her how to love again,

Kissing and touching, but Echo wants to wait to have sex, so it goes no further.  There's a decent of drinking/smoking/drugs.  Some brief cursing.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Reading Rally (3)

All right, all right.  I know I slacked off last week and didn't post an RR.  I wasn't getting much done due to my insane work schedule so I didn't bother posting the same thing over and over again.

This week, however, we have something different.  Last week I finally finished Iced by Moning, and THE LOVE THAT SPLIT THE WORLD BY EMILY HENRY WHICH YOU SHOULD GO BUY RIGHT NOW THIS VERY SECOND GO GO GO WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE?!  (Review to come, okay.)

This week, I'm hoping to be equally successful in my readings.

I still need to finish rereading the series so I can get to Feverborn.  (That will probably happen next week.  Considering it only takes me a day to read these books, I should be able to make some progress.  Hopefully.)

Truthwitch!!!  Finally reading it, and so far (25 pages in) I'm so so charmed and intrigued and just...yes.  This is what I've been needing.  I'm sure I'll be posting a review for this one soon as well!  And I'm so so excited to meet Susan on the 19th at Mysterious Galaxy in San Diego.  She told me she expects a hug from me and, like, OKAY YES I'M FANGIRLING.  I've been dying to meet her for years, since I've met Sarah Maas so many times and you know how she raves about her love for Susan.  *insert heart eyes over writer friends*  (But basically, if you live near the area, you should totally come!  It's been a long time since I was at an event, so...Yay!)

I might possibly read something else, too, but what...I have no idea.  I'm leaving that up to my mood.  Although, I can say I've been in the mood for awesome romance lately.  I'm thinking Sweet Filthy Boy by Christina Lauren might do the trick?  I've never read any of their books and this one looks like something I'd totally be into...and I bought it for super cheap last shall see!

What are you guys reading this week?  Any awesome book dates planned?  Any days off to lay around in bed/on the couch/in a hammock and just read?